Thank You!

I was so happy to have another shoulder other than the shoulders I already have. That is what this man is to me but above all, I have learned to love him more than I could imagine. It hurts me when stuffs like this happened. Insults! I hate it specially when its comes from him. Maybe I just don't want to hear it from the man I love. It's like embracing a love of pain. I was always thankful for the love he has for me and really thankful for every inch of help he gives me when I need him or when I cant really move for having nothing. I was always thankful and is always thankful for that but just when I have known those words from him...I was really disappointed. I'm happy for all the help he is giving but I never really forced him to give help. I borrow and I pay. If there's nothing to be borrowed then he could refuse. I mean, I don't want to just hear it at the end that there was actually a problem on that. I know that this person was really good...he shares a lot of what he had. A lot of people was thankful to that including me but I believe that Im the only person he had talked about this matter.I know it was not of his intention to insult me but I just felt that way. I never intended to be somebody's burden into their lives. I am always thankful for these kind of people who is always willing to help. Specially because this person is simply special to me. But I never expected this would happen. From now on, I will consider him as my last option on helping me to survive. I never forced him and I will never make him do it because of sympathy. Never again now that I knew what he felt and think about it.

Its the Number

I keep on implanting into my mind that the person I knew was already happy with the life that he has. I want to forget and I want to get over. I was walking at Bajada last Friday from DOST office to LBP. As I was walking, I remembered the person who came to L2S to get me even though I was laughing at him because he might get lost. He doesn't really know Davao because he was new in here. But yet he came. Very sweaty maybe because of his adventure ride to an unknown place. I can still remember that he always waits for me for almost 2 hours because I was still on my OJT. I miss that person but I'm preventing to think about him. I always shook my head every time I remember anything about him. Just when I did, all the numbers we had show up. The numbers that we made meaning. It maybe 11, 0811, or 81. Out of the blue it just show up. It can be on a taxi, a jersey, shirt, booth, food court...as in everywhere. I just pretend I'm not seeing it and I throw away my sight to something else. It's not easy. When those numbers show up it makes me start on thinking about that person on my past. Well, the best thing is to smile and divert my emotions to anything else. As what I read from one of his writings, "Nobody wants to embrace pain, simply because its pain." Its something like that. Well, I'm inculcating to myself the same thing that he does to himself. Just really have to move on. I want to be happy for the separate lives and the persons that we both have in our life right now. If it will be us, then it will be us. I always believe on destiny and I know that it will lead us to the person really meant for us.

FAILED!

Today is our PHILNITS exam schedule. Too bad I wasn't able to wake up early and be there on the venue. I was out last night and really got so tired. Well, I just missed the chance but the good thing was, I can still take it till I get older. Hahaha! So enough with the failure. All I know right now is that I really should work on my being late problem. It's always been a lesson to me every time I came late to my schedules. I learned but its just hard for me to make it. Maybe I need a lot of alarm clocks around me. Hahaha! I really love sleeping and go out at the same time. Its my relaxing mechanism other than playing my audition world. The best thing I have in mind right now is to stop being late before it's too late for me to get successful. I'd love to work and the only problem is my time management. It's not just "only" but its a real big problem I have.

Technical School

I have this interest on technical skills since this was my focus on my college years. I’m not really good at it so visiting sites about technical training would really be a big help. This site I have visited presents line-ups of technical schools by location, technical careers and program and also features technical certification training. These tech schools basically does IT training that is indeed good for those who are interested on technical stuff and wants to be highly educated about it. Visit them now and learn more about their site!

Pharmacy Technician Training

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[Adult] SinRex - PE REVIEW

I have visited a site really out of my interest but good enough to educate me. This website is actually applicable for those who have open mind but then this can be helpful for everybody who are interested. They open topics on penis enlargement. They present penis enlargement reviews for those who wanted to be educated. They define the extender as a medical device, originally developed to provide a natural and non-surgical alternative to the invasive procedures needed to correct penile curvature and Peyronie’s disease. They offer penis enlargement pills for those who are into this kind of matter. Just be old enough to understand because in the reality we really know that this kind of matter really happens.