Enough...Im done!
I'm still trembling this very moment. I had an enemy from the YM and he was way too stupid for making me this stupid. I'm really crying for being so mad on him. It was never easy faking a smile. Smiling like nothing had happened. I'm working too hard bringing this shameless face just to make us work again but as usual, "I didn't tell you to work!", that will always be his line.
"PUTA" is such a term for me right now. I'm just so sorry to use that but the urge of being on the highest point of madness is on my system. Its flowing onto my smallest veins. I hate a person who is so insensitive! I'm so tired of being under his skin...letting things flow as if "kaya ko pa" because in reality, its really tiring to cry. I know its my fault. "Ginago na kita!" Yeah! Yeah! Whatever! I will never care! He is really making me bad...and mad. Now were fair...its getting hard for me and getting so painful to me like I never imagined would be happening. TIME?!?!? You need time right?! That's all yours. You can have much of your time cause as long as I'm here, you wont be calm. Now I'm gone and I'm done of all of these...happy?!?! There is nothing you can count on me. I'm not here for you anymore and I will be accepting that you'll never be there at all. Just stop it! I'm sorry! It was really my fault for making you feel all that pain. I'm really sorry but I also have my own feelings. You are really squeezing me and I had enough of this! Let's just leave each other. I wont care anymore because I know you wont care as well. Let's recover separately and when we are fine, let's not think that there is still you or me waiting. Consider me dead. After all, that's what you actually want to happen. Good luck!
"PUTA" is such a term for me right now. I'm just so sorry to use that but the urge of being on the highest point of madness is on my system. Its flowing onto my smallest veins. I hate a person who is so insensitive! I'm so tired of being under his skin...letting things flow as if "kaya ko pa" because in reality, its really tiring to cry. I know its my fault. "Ginago na kita!" Yeah! Yeah! Whatever! I will never care! He is really making me bad...and mad. Now were fair...its getting hard for me and getting so painful to me like I never imagined would be happening. TIME?!?!? You need time right?! That's all yours. You can have much of your time cause as long as I'm here, you wont be calm. Now I'm gone and I'm done of all of these...happy?!?! There is nothing you can count on me. I'm not here for you anymore and I will be accepting that you'll never be there at all. Just stop it! I'm sorry! It was really my fault for making you feel all that pain. I'm really sorry but I also have my own feelings. You are really squeezing me and I had enough of this! Let's just leave each other. I wont care anymore because I know you wont care as well. Let's recover separately and when we are fine, let's not think that there is still you or me waiting. Consider me dead. After all, that's what you actually want to happen. Good luck!
