Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Gone Today and Again for 6 Days!

I know I should cry but I don't have any tears left! Just last 6 days, I lost my 8210 with TM sim because I went out of the house 1:30 am. So sleepy and tired with my two phones on my hand, I never realized that after riding the jeep, I only have 1 phone left on my hand. Whew! So bad! I was not that affected that time because it was my old phone and it was my TM sim. Im not really using it that much anyway. I have that to let my sister call me easily. Well actually, on those times it was not that important because i only have one major aim in mind. After passing our thesis, I was just at rest for a day and after that day, we joined the graduation practice at Bajada. Still tired and sleepy, I lost my second phone without knowing where I left it. (Lost gani! hai!) Yes, after 6 days, I lost my LG phone with my SMART sim and right now, I don't have any phone left. Huhuhu. Because of good hands around, I had my new number and temporary phone. So i would like to take this opportunity to inform everybody who knows me to save my new number. Its 09197264183. That will be my permanent number but just for tonight till tomorrow, I'm still using this number: 09283907916. So please save it guys and tell our other friends who doesn't know. Thank you so much and I'll be happy to accept messages from you guys so I can save your numbers again! Thanks a lot and God bless to all.

First day with Normal Sleep

So my mother was here on that day that we passed! I never expected her to come but we have a relative who died and she has to come here in Davao. I still don't have plans of telling her because I wanted to surprise my family but since she's there already, then i guess I really should. So she was with me on the "first night of back to my normal sleep". hehhe...Well, fortunately, she was there to massage my back. We had a lot of chat that night and I was happy to see her happy seeing her child smiling again the usual way. Well, I fell asleep because of the massage and never even manage to change my clothes. Mother really didnt bother to wake me up because I know, she knows deep down how tired I'am. I woke up like 7:30 and maybe I was so paranoid thinking that we still have thesis to do. I mean the system. I was just at eased when I finally realize that, It was done already and no tears but smile is back to me. It was really overwhelming and was really very happy but that was not yet the end of everything because I still have to worry my grades. Well, good luck to me and to all of the graduating students. Above all, I was really so thankful to all the people who helped us worked on asking the last chance to have our final defense.

Take 3!

Blog life is finally back! I still can't believe Im up again and I would really like to thank God and all of the people who helped us passed our thesis. After 3 Defenses, finally, sleepless nights were over! I was really so exhausted and worried about the issue of graduating or not but right now, I'm finally out of the dark. For 1 month of straight work with a maximum of 4hrs of sleep per day...Wohhh! It's really incomparable and an unforgettable experience i will never forget all my life. The good thing was, I learned a lot! Learned about "ATTITUDE counts". Before making any step, you should always bring with you your trust to yourself on making a project done. Plus we have DETERMINATION and of course...ACTION! Never ever loose hope and never stop asking yourself until you get satisfied of what you are doing. Never be ashamed of asking help because nobody is perfect. You may think you are the best because you are assuming! That is what you really are! Always stay humble and accept that you cannot live alone. Success is not just about yourself but of many people who cares around you. Dont push them away cause you'll never know that this person you're pushing is actually the person who will never leave you up to the end. Lastly is prayers. Never forget to pray and remember that prayers without faith is nothing. It must always be from your heart. I was into a lot of doing bad things and God might be thinking I forgot bout Him. After all those trials and challenges that happened, I only have this one thing in mind...God just wants me to know Him again!