Thursday, November 29, 2007

"One More Chance"



Yes I know! This sounds really familiar to all of you guys! Take note...its still showing on the theaters. Well, for those who are not familiar about this movie, its a movie where Bea Alonzo and John Lloyd Cruz are the main characters. Another great thing is Maja Salvador and Derek Ramsey are also part of the movie. Really good looking people.
When I first heard something about how good this movie was, I really made a plan to write something about the movie. I can get facts from the internet but its really different when you witnessed the movie by yourself. So I decided to watch the movie with a special friend.
When I was in the movie house, I was really praying that the amount I paid will be worth for the movie I chose to watch. I can still remember when I watched the movie whose main characters are Mark Herras and Jennelyn Mercado(oops, spelling...). I really regret for watching that movie...I forgot the title. Since then, I promised not to watch any Tagalog movies anymore. This movie was really different. When I saw the trailer of the movie, it just drags me on wanting to see more of it. Thinking that it was form Star Cinema with the director, Cathy Garcia-Molina, I felt that this movie could have something worth to watch for. And so we watched...


I was trying to relate myself but unfortunately, it was vague for me. The movie was not meant to match the story of my present love life. Well, that's okay but I really found some interesting lines I could really relate to. One is "Mahal na mahal kita at ang sakit-sakit na!" with the matching tears and walking out of the door. Huhuuh...it was really touching. "She love me at my worst, you had me at my best...but you chose to break my heart." I was really silently crying in the movie house.You may find it silly specially when you talk about Tagalog movies but for me, its really worth paying for and now Im back believing that there could still be another very good Tagalog movies...simply well made and produce by Star Cinema. As how they define the story was all about..."journey of two lovers who has to lose something in order to find themselves". So to those who have been together for quite some time, you should always know how to know yourself. Always make sure that you can still live even without him/her. There was also a very important line that I can still remember saying "kaya nawawala yung taong mahal natin kasi baka ung taong magmamahal sa atin di pa dumarating. Hayaan mo, makikita mo din yung taong mamahalin ka at aalagaan mo." The last words are not really the way it was...just something like that. It was the words of Popoy's friend when Basha left Popoy. This might happen to you guys. Maybe the person you have right now with you is not really the person for you. If somebody leaves you and never comes back to you, then maybe he/she is not meant to be staying with you forever. On the other hand, if he/she comes back, then maybe you are just meant to lose each other for a while and be back with the better you. The person who can face the real love for the real person. If that happens, maybe you are meant to be forever.

































These are just some of the lines on the trailer. Would you agree on that first line? What would be your answer on the other line?

The first line for me, it was right and it could be helpful. You could be much better as you grow. You could be more matured as you come back. My answer to the "How long", I still don't know...as long as I can feel it, I will still hold on even if I'm the only one still holding on.


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

"I Love You Goodbye"

















Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, it's never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye

(Its a Self-made image...done in MSword and MSpaint...hhehehe)


Saturday, November 10, 2007

LAST LOVE SONG

Am I trying to hard
To Keep this love alive
You don't seem to care
About this love that we had
I called you last night
But you were not there
I didn't here from you at all today

I can't play this game
I'm just wasting my time
You leave me with no other choice
But to say goodbye
I want to work things out
But what's the point of it if
I have to be in love alone
It's not worth it anymore


It's hard for me to say goodbye
The tears are falling down my eyes
I'm sorry,
I'm Sorry, but we tried...


I thought we shared a life that was full of love
But now I realize we shared an empty hope
I will cry my last cry
Before I say bye bye
I will sing my last love song for you tonight

I can't play this game
I'm just wasting my time
You leave me with no other choice
But to say goodbye
I want to work things out
But what's the point of it if
I have to be in love alone
It's not worth it anymore


It's hard for me to say goodbye
We did out best to make things right
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry, but we tried...


I thought we shared a life that was full of love
But now I realize we shared an empty hope
I will cry my last cry
Before I say bye bye
I will sing my last love song for you tonight

I can't play this game
I'm just wasting my time
You leave me with no other choice
But to say goodbye
I want to work things out
But what's the point of it if
I have to be in love alone
It's not worth it anymore


Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Enough...Im done!

I'm still trembling this very moment. I had an enemy from the YM and he was way too stupid for making me this stupid. I'm really crying for being so mad on him. It was never easy faking a smile. Smiling like nothing had happened. I'm working too hard bringing this shameless face just to make us work again but as usual, "I didn't tell you to work!", that will always be his line.

"PUTA" is such a term for me right now. I'm just so sorry to use that but the urge of being on the highest point of madness is on my system. Its flowing onto my smallest veins. I hate a person who is so insensitive! I'm so tired of being under his skin...letting things flow as if "kaya ko pa" because in reality, its really tiring to cry. I know its my fault. "Ginago na kita!" Yeah! Yeah! Whatever! I will never care! He is really making me bad...and mad. Now were fair...its getting hard for me and getting so painful to me like I never imagined would be happening. TIME?!?!? You need time right?! That's all yours. You can have much of your time cause as long as I'm here, you wont be calm. Now I'm gone and I'm done of all of these...happy?!?! There is nothing you can count on me. I'm not here for you anymore and I will be accepting that you'll never be there at all. Just stop it! I'm sorry! It was really my fault for making you feel all that pain. I'm really sorry but I also have my own feelings. You are really squeezing me and I had enough of this! Let's just leave each other. I wont care anymore because I know you wont care as well. Let's recover separately and when we are fine, let's not think that there is still you or me waiting. Consider me dead. After all, that's what you actually want to happen. Good luck!


Monday, November 5, 2007

Late at Night

With You
by Akiss

A game had let us meet
Online site had let us chat
Messages and PM's made us speak
And eleven numbers keep the beat.

We were desperate when we started
And that is where good friendship bloomed
Circumstances made everything ended
But for quite long time we still cant take.

You were gone but songs keep playing
Game of yours is keep on moving
Though some things are not as they are before
And eleven numbers are not functioning at all.

I love that fake driving with you
And the swing I used to play
These thoughts always makes me smile
With all the visions we had and now passing through.


12:33am - Oct.4, 2007

Behind
by Akiss

We had 81 for a meaning
8 is me and 1 is you
As butterflies never fades away
White roses will always stay.

AB is our name's initials
And 0811 is our favorite numbers
Blue is what you are to me
And red is how i smile to you.

This sign ( : ) is nothing to them
Specially when its followed by this ( - )
The last in line is like a p
And so a meaning comes from this smiley.

We love combinations on what we have
And we are fond of little "baby"
A princess he said I'am before
And he is my knight...always will be.