Whew!

So I was 45min late when I arrived on that place. The Session was already starting and since a was a newbie out there, they considered me being late but then tomorrow will be no more rooms for late at all. Started so tired but a bit excited and nervous at the same time. I was not really definite of what I really feel that time. It's a challenge and somewhat a future challenge. Well, everybody was really competitive and had a lot of experience. Only a few where new grads and first timers. I was one of them. I was trying to be confident but then I can't really say to myself that I'm good. Well in fact there were a lot more of great persons out there. So it's really a whew for me because I was late and everybody was really acquainted with each other except me. The good thing was everybody was really so hospitable and caring and that really overwhelms me a lot on this first day. So as the session ended up, I gained friends, got nervous, learned a lot and got really sleepy. I fell asleep as I went home and just woke up by 5Pm and still so tired. I enjoyed the company so far despite of the pressure and a lot more things to think about. Well, I felt like I'm still inside a cave, a very dark one. I was still trying to explore the place and trying to find out how to find the light on the other end of the cave. I just wish I could find the light together with my batch, go to that light, reach the end and finally be out of that dark cave. I'm willing to work on it and I'm very much willing to learn. I pray that I could easily adopt the learnings we had and we will still have. Well...good luck to me and to my batch! I was really scared thinking on what would happen next. I just hope and pray that everybody would pass including me together with my new friends.