Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Love Will Lead You Back



This song is really touching. I don't know if i already have this on my page. Whatever! Well, somebody told me to let him go. That would definitely a bull's eye shot on me and could actually put that dot, dot, dot. Then what will happened next if I'll do? I'll be away soon and I have read a line about him waiting for somebody to come. I'm pretty clueless about him because he is not saying anything. I was even thinking he's okay. I told my mother about it and she told me to follow what that person is saying but I cant. He is telling me everything will be okay but when and how? I wanna trust him but I dont wanna loose him. I just can't! My nanay said: "If its really him for you...we'll never know. It would take time...years. If you'll meet again, let's just see." Its exactly the same thoughts he told me. Then how will things flow?! Its really hurting. I just hope that love will really lead us back. Love may not be here for now but I wish that in God's time, it will be.

Back for days...

Back here in Davao just today. I've spent my Christmas with my family in Tagum City and I have to go back here for a reason. I need to finish things that bothers me. My thesis! Definitely still a very big thing to finish. I was playing jokes with my father about me not graduating and he was really so mad. So now I have this pressure on me. I really have to grad! Aja! I'll be here for just 3 days and have to go back for our Reunion and spend New year with my fam. This was really my 1st quiet Christmas since my 2 sisters were not home. They were in Bohol to spend the season. They don't have plans to go home for now. It was overwhelming that despite of that, I have my brother back with the headaches he is giving to us(quite) but its okay that he is here. Plus, I'm drank for two consecutive days with my childhood friends spending time together and having fun a lot. Its really a headache. I've been cleaning the house and helping my mother to cook since I cant cook alone because I don't know how to. I just felt that rich people actually cant experience this. Since they have their "nanny" at their house, they cant enjoy the feeling of rearranging the house and the designing of it for Christmas. It was just four of us in the house for now. Really quiet but cool. Lols. I love my family and I'm taking this advantage to share my thoughts since Ill be staying here for just a few days! Have a wonderful season everyone!