Just 15 minutes...

It’s already 10:15 on my watch. It’s the Philippine time anyway. After 15 minutes, our Political Science Class will be starting. Just want to write this early for a reason...disappointment. I was really disappointed because I did not wake up early this morning. Too bad I miss the Novena Mass today. Now, I just miss one. I really want to cry. Like it’s very important to me right now. My eyes started to open 6:12 am and the mass is certainly over. I get up from my bad with this very bad mood. Well, I guess I don’t have to ruin my whole day. So I texted my mother to tell her my grief. She told me to pray the rosary and say sorry to the Virgin Mary for not waking up early. Well at least that's from my mother and kind of relieve me. But still, it’s different! It should be 9 days of Novena Mass but I lose one chance already. So I guess I will be needing three alarms to wake me up tomorrow morning. I can’t just depend on my friend to wake me up. I’m somehow mad that she didn’t wake me up. Her reason? She is not feeling well. But she woke up the time before the mass. How I wish she just woke me up although she don’t want to go. Well, forget it! It just happened. Anyway, I still have 10 minutes to review what I've studied a while ago. It’s just really enchanting that my nocturnal side isn't affecting me today. See, I have just thought and write this morning. Lols. Have a nice day guys and good luck to my quiz!

Songs that Counts....

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Lyrics

I heard this first song from a friendster account of a friend. I really like its "EMO" tone. Since I'm practicing that currently, I easily fell in love with the song. I decided to put it in here but when i saw this song in my ex' b's blog, i was a hesitant of posting it. I saw this lyrics moving and I find it cool so i decided to put it anyway. Its an old style of putting lyrics. Like a lot of my friends were already using this style in their friendster account. The important thing is, its already on my page. I love the meaning. Its about sacrificing out of love. Proving that because of love, he can do everything.

Mariah Carey Lyrics
Always Be My Baby Lyrics

This second song is actually a part of my playlist and heard it playing on my ex' b's younger sister's friendster account again. I love her shoutout! "You'll always be my baby"...that is! Baby reminds me of a person who used to be there and suddenly has to leave me for a reason to move on. Well I put this one on my playlist because its more about leaving. It speaks more about the faith into the love they used to have. And because of that love, the one who leaves will be back. Perfect! That's how I am right now but the coming back is not sure to come true yet although faith of love is always there.

Hopin for you to appreciate both songs!

Memories by HEART

I'm gonna make this one simple. I just realize that we could really have a lot of memories. Some of it we might forget. A lot of us make our own writings in the diary. Like blogging or in a real diary book. Why do we do that?! First reason is to remember the things that happen or the things that are still going to happen like schedules we put into our organizer or calendar. Sometimes we don't want to forget important dates, meetings or something terrible and extraordinary settings. I cant see the essence. Maybe for meetings or business matters, this could be important but on the other hand, this could be pretentious.
Its more likely to know when a person whom you valued most just appreciate the dates like anniversaries and birthdays. Isn't it romantic when one could have all the memories of the past without reading or writing it to it's diary?! This is what I meant about memories by heart. If you really feel it, you can instantly remember everything. Love makes everything fresh. You may not always think about it your whole life but just by knowing the current date or by seeing things, there is it! Reminders just pop-out from your mind. Without minding it, you already have the memories from your heart.

Nocturnal

I'm better-off working at night and slumber the whole morning. You might be thinking I'm a banshee! Lol! By no means! I just love the hours of darkness. I love the stars around and the breeze of the air instead of the heat of the sun. I can’t ponder when I do the documentation early morning. I can’t even sleep at night. Yeah! I know this isn't normal. I'm actually thinking I'm ill. If you’re anxious, you don't have to. I have these plans of seeing the physician soon. Well the terrible thing of me being of the night is the upshot when morning comes. I have this very weighty body. I think I can’t stride. My hands were trembling and my stomach is really throbbing. I can’t even perceive sound at times and I feel like everything is so dim and suspended. I don't want to think I’m sick. I just feel weak but I can still budge. I can still think but I have to stare at stuffs first before I totally move out from bed. Sleeping for just a short period of time makes me feel like riding an octopus. Once you go down, you have to scrutinize first and take a balance. If you weren't into this situation guys, not yet nocturnal, never get yourself into this world! Always think about your health. I’m trying to defeat this practice. Still not easy but fighting. After all, I have a lot of reasons to live and dreams I’m still hunting to fulfill.