That Isn't It

Do u know the feeling of being blessed and then suddenly things just get worst? I don't know why ive been into this situation. I dont know if its a blessing neither a curse. Well, im not gonna talk a lot here. Its just that some words really sucks! Take a look at this..

"hai nlng.. bsta palangga kau ni nko ako miga. try 2 knw her nd ul apreciate da whole akiss.. au au nlng ka.. i knw ul gona b hapi.. njoy lyf nd gudluk 2 u nd 2 ur partner.. godbless.."

Hope u understand that dialect! ahuh! and so if you can relate, better shut up! well, what can u say about this guys!? I don't wanna be rude or something. It just pissed me off! Don't have a good reason for acting this way but um..it kinda pinch my hypothalamus. O com'n what is wrong with me??? Ive been into feeling almost the same thing with two things at the same time..ok. I know its totally insane but its true. I just realized that its a blessing that both of it liked me but on the other hand its a curse. A real bad part of the still no ending story i have! its hurting me not knowing what to do. Now back to the quote.
Well, that quote is really striking! Id love to have some words from that thing but not like that. Its not the way it has to be written. Believe me, i know. I know that thing. It could hide its emotions just for me. Duh! i mean, it is trying to protect me but it sucks! I mean, hell! Not on that point, not on that page and certainly not on that topic. Oh please! get real man! I don't want you to be plastic! Be you. There will always be trouble but that is normal. I can handle that if ever. Well, i know I'm not on the position to react or complain. I was nothing to it actually and i surrendered on asking it to write what is true. If that is what it wanted to be..fine! i don't wanna loose my mind being mad! Just a word for it..Its yourself and its a public page..get real U! i would love to know what is inside of you..just let it reach me..i would be very glad to accept it! good luck!