Aches

Im not really feeling well today. Its really alarming that I'm not hot outside but inside, I feel cold. Which actually means that sickness is still inside my body. I'm really anxious about it because its our exam week plus...thesis checking! I'm afraid I cant get up tomorrow. Hope not! I think it actually started with my toothache just last Monday and now I don't feel good at all. Plus here is a friend Jan who hold my hand so tight like i feel i got my bruises for that. I cant move my left hand freely. Like I was typing really slow right now. Oh! Everything is really aching including my... you know that thing that beats? Well, forget it! It will be okay! Hope soon. Its almost Christmas and i want to be happy. I just wish I can always fake a smile. No! Fake a hatred and pain. Well, still two days to go! I mean three days since our thesis checking will be this Saturday. Just wishin good luck to everyone! Aja!