Whew!

So I was 45min late when I arrived on that place. The Session was already starting and since a was a newbie out there, they considered me being late but then tomorrow will be no more rooms for late at all. Started so tired but a bit excited and nervous at the same time. I was not really definite of what I really feel that time. It's a challenge and somewhat a future challenge. Well, everybody was really competitive and had a lot of experience. Only a few where new grads and first timers. I was one of them. I was trying to be confident but then I can't really say to myself that I'm good. Well in fact there were a lot more of great persons out there. So it's really a whew for me because I was late and everybody was really acquainted with each other except me. The good thing was everybody was really so hospitable and caring and that really overwhelms me a lot on this first day. So as the session ended up, I gained friends, got nervous, learned a lot and got really sleepy. I fell asleep as I went home and just woke up by 5Pm and still so tired. I enjoyed the company so far despite of the pressure and a lot more things to think about. Well, I felt like I'm still inside a cave, a very dark one. I was still trying to explore the place and trying to find out how to find the light on the other end of the cave. I just wish I could find the light together with my batch, go to that light, reach the end and finally be out of that dark cave. I'm willing to work on it and I'm very much willing to learn. I pray that I could easily adopt the learnings we had and we will still have. Well...good luck to me and to my batch! I was really scared thinking on what would happen next. I just hope and pray that everybody would pass including me together with my new friends.

Captured Our Friendship

Our friendship started since we started our college life. We were 5 before with another Ding Chrislyn but then she shifted to another course. Another friend came but then something happened and we ended up to four but still they are still our "Dings" by heart.

We call each other "Ding" which stands for "Bading". The first picture I have was during the Parent's Recognition Night held last March 23, 2008 @ UIC main campus auditorium. We had our parent's with us.

So this is us! Four years ago we were still that young by heart and face and right now, a little older face but still young at heart. Lol. From left is Ding yvon, Ding Daki, Ding Shamai and yours truly, Ding Akiss.

This second picture was during our graduation day. My thesis group and I almost failed to graduate but with the help of my Dings and other classmates, I became a part of that picture together with my closest friends. I'am very much happy to be joining my batch on that day. I felt so lucky and satisfied for marching after all the sacrifices we had. Sleepless nights with a maximum of 4hours of sleep a day, eyebugs because of the tears and sleepless nights, and the hunger for lack of money problem. As in weeeee...everything is over on that stage.

The last picture I have was during our Batch's outing at Samal Island. It was Juri's place and the two graduates sections merged to have fun on this outing. We really had a lot of fun that time even it was raining, black-out came and it was really so cold and dark around. We had fun during our game, foods and drinks as well. So this was, is, and forever "Dings" I have and I will always treasure in my whole life! Thank you so much for the friendship guys! Thanks for everything and I love you all! Keep in touch and see you around! I'm just an e-mail, text message, friendster and blog away! God bless us all!

No Trust

Had realized that years together doesn't measure the trust you can give. After a revelation, I don't have any idea in mind on how will a person prove itself to be trusted after now that somebody had shown me that years together cant even help on earning trust! Right now, I'm not sure when should I trust a person. I know that's a very big thing in every relationship no matter who he or she is. That's one of the primary aspects in making a relationship strong but how could we really trust a person? I'am speaking to any matter...love, business, family, friends and a lot more. Trust is always at the top to make things flow well. I was really so disappointed knowing that this person, still cant be trusted! I have changed to prove that I was wrong, that I can be loyal and I can be trusted again. It doesnt matter if that person is away or you never had seen him/her even once. The point is, you have jumped into that kind of game. It's an insult to the other person who believes and thinks that you are also faithful to him/her. I know how to respect, I know not to be rude, I recognize people and I believe that these things should also be done to me. I cant be perfect in performing these things but I know how to do it and will always remember to do it to every deserving people I know.

Non-Stop Trip

I was away for 4 days from the city where I spent my college life. Not that far but really had a lot of fun with my clasm8s during the trip. Last March 27, 08 me and my ITE batch went to Jury's place at Samal Island. We had our rain and black-out experience during our stay. A lot of picture taking, full of laughs, dances, drinks....hahai! The best bond ever merging the two sections of ITE graduates. I will never forget the drinking sessions of the bois and the "wait sa ha ke niuyog na ang davao" and the "kadali lng ke mg CR sako!". Hahaha!!! Really laugh a lot with these lines. Sexy gurls never missed to show. Now I can really say that we really had a lot of sexy bodies in our batch and you know who you are guys. Heheheh!!! Another thing I will never forget is of course, our winning team which is the "TEAM MARIMAR" (akiss, rose, chairman, jr, francis and gerald). We really had a lot of fun during the game and we won! As what I said to my team "It's better to win in fairness!". We had our overnight and went home March 28 in the afternoon after our lunch. Very full from our lunch, we packed our things and went home. Just slept in Davao that night and the following day which is 29th, we went to Bansalan to join the thanksgiving party of "Ate Mona" @ their house. On the next day, we went to Kamonsilan Resort and had our POOL sessions. lols. I dont know how to swim so I had my practice to the max. So laag with all the freedom and very full of the foods and drinks served plus the non-stop videoke. As what they say, "Enjoy2 while wla pa work". But of course, after all these things, we still have another plans to Mati. That's the next trip soon but it will only happen if we had enough money so better work, work, and work sooner. Thanks for the fun guys! See you all soon and good luck to our very own reality word journey!

Gone Today and Again for 6 Days!

I know I should cry but I don't have any tears left! Just last 6 days, I lost my 8210 with TM sim because I went out of the house 1:30 am. So sleepy and tired with my two phones on my hand, I never realized that after riding the jeep, I only have 1 phone left on my hand. Whew! So bad! I was not that affected that time because it was my old phone and it was my TM sim. Im not really using it that much anyway. I have that to let my sister call me easily. Well actually, on those times it was not that important because i only have one major aim in mind. After passing our thesis, I was just at rest for a day and after that day, we joined the graduation practice at Bajada. Still tired and sleepy, I lost my second phone without knowing where I left it. (Lost gani! hai!) Yes, after 6 days, I lost my LG phone with my SMART sim and right now, I don't have any phone left. Huhuhu. Because of good hands around, I had my new number and temporary phone. So i would like to take this opportunity to inform everybody who knows me to save my new number. Its 09197264183. That will be my permanent number but just for tonight till tomorrow, I'm still using this number: 09283907916. So please save it guys and tell our other friends who doesn't know. Thank you so much and I'll be happy to accept messages from you guys so I can save your numbers again! Thanks a lot and God bless to all.

First day with Normal Sleep

So my mother was here on that day that we passed! I never expected her to come but we have a relative who died and she has to come here in Davao. I still don't have plans of telling her because I wanted to surprise my family but since she's there already, then i guess I really should. So she was with me on the "first night of back to my normal sleep". hehhe...Well, fortunately, she was there to massage my back. We had a lot of chat that night and I was happy to see her happy seeing her child smiling again the usual way. Well, I fell asleep because of the massage and never even manage to change my clothes. Mother really didnt bother to wake me up because I know, she knows deep down how tired I'am. I woke up like 7:30 and maybe I was so paranoid thinking that we still have thesis to do. I mean the system. I was just at eased when I finally realize that, It was done already and no tears but smile is back to me. It was really overwhelming and was really very happy but that was not yet the end of everything because I still have to worry my grades. Well, good luck to me and to all of the graduating students. Above all, I was really so thankful to all the people who helped us worked on asking the last chance to have our final defense.