Sunset Bids

Craddle

by Akiss

I miss my baby, I miss his love,

I miss his arms around me at night,

I miss his hugs, I miss his kisses,

I miss everything that my baby gives.

When she was gone you are with me,

And now she's coping and you are away,

When will you be back into my side,

Baby I'm waiting for you to lay.

You said you don't want us to break,

You said you don't want me to be hurt,

I believe on every word you have said,

I find ways and find some efforts.

I want you here beside me again,

My heart finds you and drop a tear,

Thinkin' that you'll be back to make and end,

My baby just stop it and say you'll stay.

Just transferring my day's off date,

Insanely done to be with you longer,

But how could you ignore the plan?

You haven't realized how it's done?

I broke up with you 'cause I am hurt,

I can't bear a pain of a concubine,

We are the second apple of the eye,

So let's stop this cruelty and lies.

I want to stay but say you'll value me,

Just make some efforts and I will risk,

We both have main to gain some pain,

But keep on loving and we will remain.

First Descendants

(Sigh)..I felt so tired and lonely today. Classes has already ended. I had this part time job in a University and I had my 1st, 2 sections under me. Both 2nd yr. students from Pharmacy and ITE department. My pharm class consist mostly of girls while my ITE class is consist mostly of bois. That is the reason why they almost have their own partners from their other class. I felt scared when I 1st teach because certainly, that is the 1st time I'm going to handle a real class. All i had is just reportings before with my own classmates.But this one is for real! Like I do most of the talks but I really love it specially when I really had a lot to talk about. It was a combination of excitement and challenge thinking on how my 2 classes would go. I never thought that i could be this close to them. I remember one said that they learned while having fun. It was really my point then and so I was really happy to hear it.! I will never forget my coach, Eman in my networking class, the animator, Paul J., Manong and Mrs. Manlangit, "'d drank" Pan, "'d artist" Alfid, "Mr. Shiny hair" Rosquita; partner, servant, soldier and all Roldan, prayer leader Gella, the camera mens; chris, arbie and contact lens gurl, dhalxhie and many more, feeling Diet Barrameda(wahahhah!), Pating and d "wallet"(lol), Kikopitaps, Aningertz and the bugoy club(u know hu u r) hu never failed to show their interest, I trust you guys and I know you could be more! And for all those whom I did not mention, just bear with me cause there were just too many of you(hehehhe). Thanks a lot guys! If you thank me for learning a lot so am I cause I learned a lot as well! I can't stop a tear to drop when my partner and I talk bout it. I will really miss the fun, the faces, the uniqueness of each one. You were my 1st students and my inspiration to be more of me. I appreciate each one's love, care and cooperation in the class. Thanks for all the debuts that I was invited. To my pharm students who never failed to notice if i have a new or a change of shoes everyday. Thank you guys for the overall appreciation. The Mcdo debut of Tangi and his ever sweet partner Yamato, for the Kaputian with Maris, and the ever fun bday of Eman at penongs. The picture2 @ P's Park as well as all the emo's and the funniest people in my networking class. Good thing we never had the chance to feel sleepy during class. Do good guys! Me or maybe another teacher, learn a lot and be good! You could possibly a lot better than you may see me. I really enjoyed, learned and love a lot bout you guys in one package. To my Pharm and ITE descendants, my partners, my pals, my students..thanks for the ears you lend and the heart you have opened to love me. I'm gonna miss you badly..TC! :-(

Gehenna

Bad ass he is. The nerve! I really wanna slap his face! What the..!! Imagine havin' dat reaction?! Just dat!?! Blind bastard and u wid ur bitch! Don't ever think u both are in to have favor on me. She might still have to be my youngster but not u damn! I don't know what's running into ur f*****' mind! U r so damn insensate! I'm still on my shus gud thing but once am not, don't ever do sumthin' stupid..what the hell are u thinkin' for acting like dat?! Ur not a soul u fool! My insanity really comes out 'cause sum1 triggers it. I 4got hu iam and all that I got. He is just a zilch in the direction to whimper! duh!

Dedicated...

ME, Really?!
by a K i S s

Begin with walk on the air,
Back on them, Front on us,
We care, We turn our backs,
Rock on to d' game.

A lil' time to share,
Borowed for some way,
Hide and seek with us,
R u gona play?

Unplaned, Unwanted..
D' feelings started to raise,
Unwanted favor,
I jump and craze.

Intensity almost reached,
Was about to chus and stay,
Just wen i did,
Tilted and u go away.

F*** u 4 startin',
F*** u for leavin',
Player to player game,
Crafting me plunge, damn!

Tilt on ME

Really so early to drop it. Well, i got nothin' else to do but scan on pages i wanna look into. Playing this list of shit music on mah player sucks! Got some lines on the song like "it felt so crazy...baby forget about me". It really feels bad that I let sum1 cum into mah shivering life and just leave w/out clearing everythin'. Everythin' bout that thingy is really my bad. It sucks that everytym i asked that damn, he says nothing really cool on the other side of him. But guess what?! Just by scanning into web pages, fuckin' asshole is makin' a new day with that side w/out even tellin' me dat its getin' well. He was lost in me and so am I. I was nick on deeming that there was sumthin but there isn't. How could he start this bulls*** and cut me off?! Well, i was into this and must know the way out. The only gaffe that dickhead did is deciding to do it to ME. He should have mourn on playing the same player that he is. There's no good thing I can say now. But am totally livid and very very mad. Can't imagine if i could only burst this out noticeably, goodluck to the Philippines! lol. Still manage to laugh huh?! But this is serious, he should have chosen the person to rock on. No more baby...washy washy mode now! Done with that chapter so goodbye to mah beloved soul. F***!

Listen

Never had said I'm gonna lose the feeling but I lose him. I don't know why and don't know that it was going to happen. We'd never been together for long so I would not say I'm in love with him. I have my man and I still respect that matter. This other guy is just new, vague and easy. In behalf he's damn childish. I understand that he may act like that but he is supposed to be understanding the life around him. He would have just do good things to the one he cares but never really to those who are just around him. I know that he is trying to go back to the good man he is(i know he has a good side though). I just want to let go and give him up. There is this girl who's also close to me and really very sweet and good. I'm happy that she may be the one. I would be a lot happier if this guy would change because of her. I'm aching and it makes me want to drop a tear. I felt crying in front of him. "Whoever she is, that may not be me but just go back to the good person i felt you are." How I wish I could be the one but I think I will never be. He is starting to drop his passion to maybe win this girl. I'm happy that he is changing for somehow inspired with the presence of a girl, my friend i may say. I'm just hoping that his glow would cure my letting go. I don't know why I have the highest hope on him. I can't even explain why every time I get mad at him, there is always something pulling me back on staying with him and understanding his vague side. I'm a friend to him now and I'm supposed to be acting that way. Sometimes, it makes me want to run away. I want to see him happy but with another girl, one of the closest, it would make me bleed. As what I'm saying, I hope he could be happy with me and change for good as well. But now I guess its not my way to do it. I have to smile for them and I have to cry when they turn their back on me and laugh for being together. I want to accept that we are over whatever it is that we have or I have for him. I guess I would just keep on singing in my mind...the song I keep on listening right now. I asked him to sing for me and this song that keeps on playing now reminds me of his smile, his laugh and his smell...don't make any "Trouble" now...