Vampire's Love

"I will do everything to protect you..."

"Your scent is like a drug to me..."

Vampires doesn't sleep, the color of their eyes changes, they were believed to be bad...the cold ones who eats meat..humans! "Twilight" is a movie that explains about love with two creatures totally different from each other. One with warm blood and the other one with the cold hands. If vampires were real and if they are all vegetarian like Edward Cullen's family, I will probably be inlove with them. Human is my kind but we even hurt each other, we give pain, we lie and we leave. We have good sides if we are truly inlove. I see the bad, the worst and the negative side but there is always sunshine after the rain.(lol) The story that started from a book, read by a few, now became an inspiration. A story of an impossible love that touches one's heart. There were a lot of reactions after watching the movie. Its indeed a simple movie yet I love the concept of it. Have your own eyes witness the movie and have the reaction of your own..

D's Day!

Its my Hon's bday yesterday and I fell asleep so I just made this blog early morning of the 26th. Its my rest day but still, I woke up 'd same time i usually wake up when I have work, 3:40am. I looked for food first but just a small piece of cake was left for me. Its 4:07am and now I'm writing. I was really happy that he love 'd gifts i gave him. I really don't have any idea what to give him. So I end up walking at the mall not knowing exactly what to buy.

Well, that's it. A shirt and a frame with our pix on it. He placed the frame on his working table and he wore the shirt and still wearing it right now. They haven't had rest 'cause they've been drinking the whole time.

Other than that, i bought him a cake with greetings on it. I held the cake when he blew the candle. He is really getting old but hopin' that he's maturity won't be hard for me to deal with. There were really a lot of people here in the hauz. Its like a reunion to all of his long time friends.
Mmmmm..I just had a break. We went to convinience to buy something to drink and just a 'lil thing to eat. So back to mah position. Am getting sleepy but I have a lot of stuffs to do. Including the grades. So its D's day and he's 9 years older than me. I'm happy to have him and I'm happy that he reach his age. And one last thing, that is the card on mah gift. Well, there's a lot of things to say. I just wish him a good life and health as well but the detailed message..its ours to keep. I love you D and Happy boitday dear!

Term of the Month Celeb

Its a special day today but I don't usually write during this kind of days. In the Philippines, its October 20, 2008 and this day is indeed special. Its the 3rd Year and 1st month of my relationship with my..mmm..not sweet(nyahahah!) yet responsible boyfriend. This day is a real funny day. We were out early this morning so after work,i went to his hauz. He was still sleeping as usual and its 10:30am. We are both nocturnal actually. So i just did my OL works before going to rest as well. When I was about to rest, he's getting up and starting his day then. Its not a good thing though after him losing our pinky ring, again for the 3rd time. Well, its not what the blog is all about. Its about a term that his nephew "Derek" used. Very funny line! "Utot sa Baba!" Wahahaha! I was craving for food today. Just scrambled egg and pancit canton. I really miss foods cooked at home. Its really different than just eating on fastfoods or food chains. So me and my hon cooked at their house and his nephew "Derek", niece "Xanthe", younger bro "Lyndon" and a companion in 'd hauz "My2" ate together on the table. Then here comes Derek saying "Utot sa baba" in Visayan language. You might not have any idea of this specially for those who don't understand Visayan. We really laugh at it! Have any idea?! Well, if we have fart from the anus, so we have burp from the mouth and that is what that term means. "Utot sa baba" is just simply burp! Wahahah! I feel disgusted to that while we were eating but we really laugh at it. I really enjoyed the day. Well, gotta go now. Have to shop a 'lil! God bless everyone and thanks for the funny day with my hon's family! Weee! :-)

Sunset Bids

Craddle

by Akiss

I miss my baby, I miss his love,

I miss his arms around me at night,

I miss his hugs, I miss his kisses,

I miss everything that my baby gives.

When she was gone you are with me,

And now she's coping and you are away,

When will you be back into my side,

Baby I'm waiting for you to lay.

You said you don't want us to break,

You said you don't want me to be hurt,

I believe on every word you have said,

I find ways and find some efforts.

I want you here beside me again,

My heart finds you and drop a tear,

Thinkin' that you'll be back to make and end,

My baby just stop it and say you'll stay.

Just transferring my day's off date,

Insanely done to be with you longer,

But how could you ignore the plan?

You haven't realized how it's done?

I broke up with you 'cause I am hurt,

I can't bear a pain of a concubine,

We are the second apple of the eye,

So let's stop this cruelty and lies.

I want to stay but say you'll value me,

Just make some efforts and I will risk,

We both have main to gain some pain,

But keep on loving and we will remain.

First Descendants

(Sigh)..I felt so tired and lonely today. Classes has already ended. I had this part time job in a University and I had my 1st, 2 sections under me. Both 2nd yr. students from Pharmacy and ITE department. My pharm class consist mostly of girls while my ITE class is consist mostly of bois. That is the reason why they almost have their own partners from their other class. I felt scared when I 1st teach because certainly, that is the 1st time I'm going to handle a real class. All i had is just reportings before with my own classmates.But this one is for real! Like I do most of the talks but I really love it specially when I really had a lot to talk about. It was a combination of excitement and challenge thinking on how my 2 classes would go. I never thought that i could be this close to them. I remember one said that they learned while having fun. It was really my point then and so I was really happy to hear it.! I will never forget my coach, Eman in my networking class, the animator, Paul J., Manong and Mrs. Manlangit, "'d drank" Pan, "'d artist" Alfid, "Mr. Shiny hair" Rosquita; partner, servant, soldier and all Roldan, prayer leader Gella, the camera mens; chris, arbie and contact lens gurl, dhalxhie and many more, feeling Diet Barrameda(wahahhah!), Pating and d "wallet"(lol), Kikopitaps, Aningertz and the bugoy club(u know hu u r) hu never failed to show their interest, I trust you guys and I know you could be more! And for all those whom I did not mention, just bear with me cause there were just too many of you(hehehhe). Thanks a lot guys! If you thank me for learning a lot so am I cause I learned a lot as well! I can't stop a tear to drop when my partner and I talk bout it. I will really miss the fun, the faces, the uniqueness of each one. You were my 1st students and my inspiration to be more of me. I appreciate each one's love, care and cooperation in the class. Thanks for all the debuts that I was invited. To my pharm students who never failed to notice if i have a new or a change of shoes everyday. Thank you guys for the overall appreciation. The Mcdo debut of Tangi and his ever sweet partner Yamato, for the Kaputian with Maris, and the ever fun bday of Eman at penongs. The picture2 @ P's Park as well as all the emo's and the funniest people in my networking class. Good thing we never had the chance to feel sleepy during class. Do good guys! Me or maybe another teacher, learn a lot and be good! You could possibly a lot better than you may see me. I really enjoyed, learned and love a lot bout you guys in one package. To my Pharm and ITE descendants, my partners, my pals, my students..thanks for the ears you lend and the heart you have opened to love me. I'm gonna miss you badly..TC! :-(

Gehenna

Bad ass he is. The nerve! I really wanna slap his face! What the..!! Imagine havin' dat reaction?! Just dat!?! Blind bastard and u wid ur bitch! Don't ever think u both are in to have favor on me. She might still have to be my youngster but not u damn! I don't know what's running into ur f*****' mind! U r so damn insensate! I'm still on my shus gud thing but once am not, don't ever do sumthin' stupid..what the hell are u thinkin' for acting like dat?! Ur not a soul u fool! My insanity really comes out 'cause sum1 triggers it. I 4got hu iam and all that I got. He is just a zilch in the direction to whimper! duh!

Dedicated...

ME, Really?!
by a K i S s

Begin with walk on the air,
Back on them, Front on us,
We care, We turn our backs,
Rock on to d' game.

A lil' time to share,
Borowed for some way,
Hide and seek with us,
R u gona play?

Unplaned, Unwanted..
D' feelings started to raise,
Unwanted favor,
I jump and craze.

Intensity almost reached,
Was about to chus and stay,
Just wen i did,
Tilted and u go away.

F*** u 4 startin',
F*** u for leavin',
Player to player game,
Crafting me plunge, damn!

Tilt on ME

Really so early to drop it. Well, i got nothin' else to do but scan on pages i wanna look into. Playing this list of shit music on mah player sucks! Got some lines on the song like "it felt so crazy...baby forget about me". It really feels bad that I let sum1 cum into mah shivering life and just leave w/out clearing everythin'. Everythin' bout that thingy is really my bad. It sucks that everytym i asked that damn, he says nothing really cool on the other side of him. But guess what?! Just by scanning into web pages, fuckin' asshole is makin' a new day with that side w/out even tellin' me dat its getin' well. He was lost in me and so am I. I was nick on deeming that there was sumthin but there isn't. How could he start this bulls*** and cut me off?! Well, i was into this and must know the way out. The only gaffe that dickhead did is deciding to do it to ME. He should have mourn on playing the same player that he is. There's no good thing I can say now. But am totally livid and very very mad. Can't imagine if i could only burst this out noticeably, goodluck to the Philippines! lol. Still manage to laugh huh?! But this is serious, he should have chosen the person to rock on. No more baby...washy washy mode now! Done with that chapter so goodbye to mah beloved soul. F***!

Listen

Never had said I'm gonna lose the feeling but I lose him. I don't know why and don't know that it was going to happen. We'd never been together for long so I would not say I'm in love with him. I have my man and I still respect that matter. This other guy is just new, vague and easy. In behalf he's damn childish. I understand that he may act like that but he is supposed to be understanding the life around him. He would have just do good things to the one he cares but never really to those who are just around him. I know that he is trying to go back to the good man he is(i know he has a good side though). I just want to let go and give him up. There is this girl who's also close to me and really very sweet and good. I'm happy that she may be the one. I would be a lot happier if this guy would change because of her. I'm aching and it makes me want to drop a tear. I felt crying in front of him. "Whoever she is, that may not be me but just go back to the good person i felt you are." How I wish I could be the one but I think I will never be. He is starting to drop his passion to maybe win this girl. I'm happy that he is changing for somehow inspired with the presence of a girl, my friend i may say. I'm just hoping that his glow would cure my letting go. I don't know why I have the highest hope on him. I can't even explain why every time I get mad at him, there is always something pulling me back on staying with him and understanding his vague side. I'm a friend to him now and I'm supposed to be acting that way. Sometimes, it makes me want to run away. I want to see him happy but with another girl, one of the closest, it would make me bleed. As what I'm saying, I hope he could be happy with me and change for good as well. But now I guess its not my way to do it. I have to smile for them and I have to cry when they turn their back on me and laugh for being together. I want to accept that we are over whatever it is that we have or I have for him. I guess I would just keep on singing in my mind...the song I keep on listening right now. I asked him to sing for me and this song that keeps on playing now reminds me of his smile, his laugh and his smell...don't make any "Trouble" now...

Sooo Pissed Off

I cant construct my words. I've been spending minutes here and I still don't know how to state things. I'm just gonna make this straight. I hate being played like a fool specially when I'm starting to like a person. Hell with those who feel they are God and feel so great with themselves. I was about to fall and a guy just messed up on me. "Don't mess with pigs because pigs likes dirty and you might get dirty as well". He really is a pig and I'm starting to get dirty! I have a lot of cursing in mind but I don't want to write it here. I felt played and fooled! Just one thing. If your not on my page just tell me. You don't have to play or fool me. I need honesty and I don't want to think that you're one of them. I still have small chances for you. You're not oblige to do any good. Just be honest even if it's the worst. Just let me know my tone so I know where to position myself, what to act towards this shit and what to do to be out of it! Good enough?! You should be catching up my point now! Just simply tell me the truth and go away. You just wasted my time and my emotions towards you. I'm starting to get weak and I hate it because I'm not suppose to be affected. Gosh! I can't believe its happening again. I never learned! I want to think I'm wrong but where are you? I can't feel you and I can't see you. Go to hell!!!! grrrrrrr...!!! I'm really so mad of myself. I felt crying for being so stupid! I did one bad step again and I'm thinking how to get my dignity back! I want to scream every time I wake up and he is the first thing that comes in my mind. Get lost you dick head! I should not care because he doesn't even give a damn care. I have to tone down and forget whatever happened and whatever I feel. This is not doing any good for myself. I should learn out of it. Its just too hard for me to accept the situation because I'm already into it. Amnesia please! I really hate this and its happening again.

Hopin' I wasn't Wrong

Finally have done a very stupid thing in my recent life. The kindest thing I can do is say to someone that I did something very unacceptable to make him go away. Rubbish isn't it?! Yeah, I know but that's all I think I can do to make him hate me. I always thought I was wrong but half of it was right because I thought that wasn't selfish. I'm definitely playing drama now. Sitting alone here in front of this computer...crying and hurt. I'm wondering if I did the right decision. I'm with a man who talks about marriage, kids, house...yada yada...it's all about future on the right time but it seems that it's slowly flying over the wind. We're ok and yes we really are. Maybe for him we are but for me I'm starting to get sick. Did I make the right decision of choosing him? I'm too prank I know but I felt useless. I don't know what's in his mind every time I'm asking what's wrong. I don't know if he really meant on saying nothing or he just don't want to talk about it. Are we just afraid to loose each other though we really want it to?! A part of me says hold on cause its normal but the other part of me just wants to go on...alone and without him. I'm not as productive as he is definitely because I'm fresh in this real world. I want to be as he is, more if I can. It takes time and I could never say I could be the person he wants me to be. I want to feel from him that he fully accepts me as who I am or who will I become in time. Its regardless if he forget to text me, pay attention with my messages, ignoring some of my achievements. I even feel that he doesn't really believe on me and on what I can do. It wasn't right to feel this way but I felt so small with him. Its not supposed to be like this. This is love isn't it?? It should be understanding, trust and not thinking against it. Its always kind I suppose but why is it that I felt it like were playing so selfish with each other. I don't have any comments right now maybe because I cant construct the right words to say. I understand that he is tired and he has a lot of obligations but he is not alone in this world. He may see me small but I also have my obligations. It might be small to him but its a lot bigger in my small world. I'm just hoppin' I was right on choosing him and giving him my life. I got nothing else to say...

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Dank für das Summer

I woke up and...(sigh)! I don't really know how to start this. I don't want to talk about this again. Maybe I'm just starting to reminisce the past. They always say that love causes pain because of the memories. Well, too bad that's how my day started. Reminiscing the past...again! I was like trying to know what's the latest of this person. I tried to know the truth but there were a lot of versions. So I ended up confusing myself. I don't know what to think but I don't really need to think about it. I said I'm done already. I did it but just when I opened my YM account in another interface, there I found again that forbidden account. I was thinking it was wrong so i tried to send a message to find out but then I found out it was really his account. I don't know why it was not deleted on that interface. Well, I don't know how to delete it. I want to find out but then, just when I found out, I don't want to delete it anymore. Maybe because I was thinking that God has a reason why it has to appear there again. Well, It's another challenge for me to fight with. I was back again in this Summer time and it really triggers me to think of how it was during the last year's summer. Everything was just that person and I hate it! I felt reading our past text messages but good thing that phone was gone. I was reading his Friendster messages where everything started and the comment that he made for me. I was thinking if its really true. I felt that he used me and if he was thinking I did used him as well, so maybe we just used each other on those time. But I believe I don't, maybe he did. Enough with that! I write because everything just comes back to life. I felt like crying when I was reading his Friendster messages. The "Pls take care always" that I last heard a year ago or lesser and now, he had somebody else to say those lines. It was me but now it seems that the voice was so far. I can no longer hear it. I felt so emotional today. I prayed as I go to mass this evening. I hope that we both will be at peace again. If not as someone, at least as somebody. I would like to reach him my lines..."Thanks for that Summer"! I've been always humming and singing that song today. I want to cry it out again so that tomorrow, I'll forget all the pain. I believe his happy with someone else's arms...I'm happy for that. It really tears me apart but really I was thankful to have you, to learn from you, to feel real love when I felt no love at all, for making me happy on that very short time yet seems so long, for letting me experience another version of loving, for making me realize my worth, for making me the happiest princess as you were my prince, for the comfort, for the care and the tears you shed, for loving me as the most unworthy person to catch your loving...I did love you and thank you for everything. I will never forget that summer when you came and you catch me just when I was about to fall.

Thank You!

I was so happy to have another shoulder other than the shoulders I already have. That is what this man is to me but above all, I have learned to love him more than I could imagine. It hurts me when stuffs like this happened. Insults! I hate it specially when its comes from him. Maybe I just don't want to hear it from the man I love. It's like embracing a love of pain. I was always thankful for the love he has for me and really thankful for every inch of help he gives me when I need him or when I cant really move for having nothing. I was always thankful and is always thankful for that but just when I have known those words from him...I was really disappointed. I'm happy for all the help he is giving but I never really forced him to give help. I borrow and I pay. If there's nothing to be borrowed then he could refuse. I mean, I don't want to just hear it at the end that there was actually a problem on that. I know that this person was really good...he shares a lot of what he had. A lot of people was thankful to that including me but I believe that Im the only person he had talked about this matter.I know it was not of his intention to insult me but I just felt that way. I never intended to be somebody's burden into their lives. I am always thankful for these kind of people who is always willing to help. Specially because this person is simply special to me. But I never expected this would happen. From now on, I will consider him as my last option on helping me to survive. I never forced him and I will never make him do it because of sympathy. Never again now that I knew what he felt and think about it.

Its the Number

I keep on implanting into my mind that the person I knew was already happy with the life that he has. I want to forget and I want to get over. I was walking at Bajada last Friday from DOST office to LBP. As I was walking, I remembered the person who came to L2S to get me even though I was laughing at him because he might get lost. He doesn't really know Davao because he was new in here. But yet he came. Very sweaty maybe because of his adventure ride to an unknown place. I can still remember that he always waits for me for almost 2 hours because I was still on my OJT. I miss that person but I'm preventing to think about him. I always shook my head every time I remember anything about him. Just when I did, all the numbers we had show up. The numbers that we made meaning. It maybe 11, 0811, or 81. Out of the blue it just show up. It can be on a taxi, a jersey, shirt, booth, food court...as in everywhere. I just pretend I'm not seeing it and I throw away my sight to something else. It's not easy. When those numbers show up it makes me start on thinking about that person on my past. Well, the best thing is to smile and divert my emotions to anything else. As what I read from one of his writings, "Nobody wants to embrace pain, simply because its pain." Its something like that. Well, I'm inculcating to myself the same thing that he does to himself. Just really have to move on. I want to be happy for the separate lives and the persons that we both have in our life right now. If it will be us, then it will be us. I always believe on destiny and I know that it will lead us to the person really meant for us.

FAILED!

Today is our PHILNITS exam schedule. Too bad I wasn't able to wake up early and be there on the venue. I was out last night and really got so tired. Well, I just missed the chance but the good thing was, I can still take it till I get older. Hahaha! So enough with the failure. All I know right now is that I really should work on my being late problem. It's always been a lesson to me every time I came late to my schedules. I learned but its just hard for me to make it. Maybe I need a lot of alarm clocks around me. Hahaha! I really love sleeping and go out at the same time. Its my relaxing mechanism other than playing my audition world. The best thing I have in mind right now is to stop being late before it's too late for me to get successful. I'd love to work and the only problem is my time management. It's not just "only" but its a real big problem I have.

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Whew!

So I was 45min late when I arrived on that place. The Session was already starting and since a was a newbie out there, they considered me being late but then tomorrow will be no more rooms for late at all. Started so tired but a bit excited and nervous at the same time. I was not really definite of what I really feel that time. It's a challenge and somewhat a future challenge. Well, everybody was really competitive and had a lot of experience. Only a few where new grads and first timers. I was one of them. I was trying to be confident but then I can't really say to myself that I'm good. Well in fact there were a lot more of great persons out there. So it's really a whew for me because I was late and everybody was really acquainted with each other except me. The good thing was everybody was really so hospitable and caring and that really overwhelms me a lot on this first day. So as the session ended up, I gained friends, got nervous, learned a lot and got really sleepy. I fell asleep as I went home and just woke up by 5Pm and still so tired. I enjoyed the company so far despite of the pressure and a lot more things to think about. Well, I felt like I'm still inside a cave, a very dark one. I was still trying to explore the place and trying to find out how to find the light on the other end of the cave. I just wish I could find the light together with my batch, go to that light, reach the end and finally be out of that dark cave. I'm willing to work on it and I'm very much willing to learn. I pray that I could easily adopt the learnings we had and we will still have. Well...good luck to me and to my batch! I was really scared thinking on what would happen next. I just hope and pray that everybody would pass including me together with my new friends.

Captured Our Friendship

Our friendship started since we started our college life. We were 5 before with another Ding Chrislyn but then she shifted to another course. Another friend came but then something happened and we ended up to four but still they are still our "Dings" by heart.

We call each other "Ding" which stands for "Bading". The first picture I have was during the Parent's Recognition Night held last March 23, 2008 @ UIC main campus auditorium. We had our parent's with us.

So this is us! Four years ago we were still that young by heart and face and right now, a little older face but still young at heart. Lol. From left is Ding yvon, Ding Daki, Ding Shamai and yours truly, Ding Akiss.

This second picture was during our graduation day. My thesis group and I almost failed to graduate but with the help of my Dings and other classmates, I became a part of that picture together with my closest friends. I'am very much happy to be joining my batch on that day. I felt so lucky and satisfied for marching after all the sacrifices we had. Sleepless nights with a maximum of 4hours of sleep a day, eyebugs because of the tears and sleepless nights, and the hunger for lack of money problem. As in weeeee...everything is over on that stage.

The last picture I have was during our Batch's outing at Samal Island. It was Juri's place and the two graduates sections merged to have fun on this outing. We really had a lot of fun that time even it was raining, black-out came and it was really so cold and dark around. We had fun during our game, foods and drinks as well. So this was, is, and forever "Dings" I have and I will always treasure in my whole life! Thank you so much for the friendship guys! Thanks for everything and I love you all! Keep in touch and see you around! I'm just an e-mail, text message, friendster and blog away! God bless us all!

No Trust

Had realized that years together doesn't measure the trust you can give. After a revelation, I don't have any idea in mind on how will a person prove itself to be trusted after now that somebody had shown me that years together cant even help on earning trust! Right now, I'm not sure when should I trust a person. I know that's a very big thing in every relationship no matter who he or she is. That's one of the primary aspects in making a relationship strong but how could we really trust a person? I'am speaking to any matter...love, business, family, friends and a lot more. Trust is always at the top to make things flow well. I was really so disappointed knowing that this person, still cant be trusted! I have changed to prove that I was wrong, that I can be loyal and I can be trusted again. It doesnt matter if that person is away or you never had seen him/her even once. The point is, you have jumped into that kind of game. It's an insult to the other person who believes and thinks that you are also faithful to him/her. I know how to respect, I know not to be rude, I recognize people and I believe that these things should also be done to me. I cant be perfect in performing these things but I know how to do it and will always remember to do it to every deserving people I know.

Non-Stop Trip

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